I've lost my better half and my closest friend and I also have always been uncertain i am going to ever completely get over the heartache I t's been about 12 weeks since I have saw the awful texts that confirmed my suspicions you had been unfaithful. For 2 years I experienced been questioning as i felt so unloved so much so that I occasionally asked if you were having an affair whether you loved me. And we felt you had been avoiding me personally. You guaranteed me personally each time me and were not having an affair, which made me ...